"It's not about pain," Gaius said, pressing another hot kiss to the dragoon's neck. "It's about the opposite of pain, of willingness to accept things that feel good. But I understand one measuring one's life in what one can survive, rather than being allowed to thrive and enjoy."
Still, Estinien is more than ready, muscle yielding and body all but begging to have Gaius fill that emptiness. So he does, shifting position over him until his cock drags along Estinien's thigh. A moment later he pushes in, taking his time. Last night was feverish and rushed, wild and frenzied with a man who didn't understand what joy his body could give him. Now, it's about letting him enjoy it, take his time with it, unravel him on his cock and watch him take the joy of it.
This is why he wanted Estinien on his back; he wanted to see the play of pleasure over his finely chiseled face, see him need Gaius in a way he hasn't been in years. He needs to see that he can, in this moment, be allowed to make someone happy instead of simply fulfilling a duty.
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Date: 2022-09-11 09:48 pm (UTC)Still, Estinien is more than ready, muscle yielding and body all but begging to have Gaius fill that emptiness. So he does, shifting position over him until his cock drags along Estinien's thigh. A moment later he pushes in, taking his time. Last night was feverish and rushed, wild and frenzied with a man who didn't understand what joy his body could give him. Now, it's about letting him enjoy it, take his time with it, unravel him on his cock and watch him take the joy of it.
This is why he wanted Estinien on his back; he wanted to see the play of pleasure over his finely chiseled face, see him need Gaius in a way he hasn't been in years. He needs to see that he can, in this moment, be allowed to make someone happy instead of simply fulfilling a duty.